10mm Research

In my continuing research of 10mm defense loads: Let me start this post by pointing out that pistols are a compromise, in that they all suck for self defense. We carry them because it is easier and gets you fewer sideways looks than does carrying a long gun. Better the handgun on your hip than the firearm at home in the safe.

The current 10mm that I have is a full sized M&P10mm and I am unlikely to carry it. I find that I don’t even carry any of my full sized handguns on a regular basis. What I find myself carrying most often is a J frame .38 or a Shield Plus in 9mm. Still, buying and shooting guns is fun, so what the hell?

Even though I won’t carry it much, I always keep plenty of magazines and ammo on hand for every firearm. Five magazines for every pistol is the minimum I am comfortable with. For ammo, the minimum is 500 rounds for semi auto handguns, 100 rounds for revolvers, and 1000 rounds for semi-auto rifles of “war shots” that I like to keep on hand. That doesn’t count whatever range ammo that I have.

Of course I am going to research this, because it’s what I do. See the months of research I did before going with solar as a backup power system.

In looking at defensive ammo, the most important criteria is that it functions well in my firearm. It needs to go bang every time I intend it to. I will accept no more than one failure for every 500 rounds. (That’s why I no longer carry and have sold most of my 1911’s. They jam far too often. See this post here about the suckage that was my experiment with that platform.) Going along with that, the ammo must also be somewhat accurate for my handgun. That means passing a 5×5 test- I have to be able to put 5 rounds into a 5 inch circle at 5 yards in 5 seconds or less while drawing from a holster. I would rather hit with a .22 than miss with a .44.

The next criteria is that it has solid performance. There is no point in reinventing the wheel- I use the FBI criteria that states a bullet should penetrate between 12 and 18 inches of ballistic gelatin and a bullet that expands to at least 1.5 times its diameter. With handguns being poor performers, I want to maximize what performance I *do* get, so I try to only buy and stock ammo that meets this standard. I expected that my research will find more full power 10mm that goes beyond the 18 inches than falls short.

In 1983, Whit Collins, John Adams, Irving Stone, and Jeff Cooper worked with Norma AB to design the 10mm Automatic cartridge. Their goal was to create the a handgun cartridge that fired a heavier and larger caliber bullet than the 9mm Luger at a higher velocity and magazine capacity than the .45 ACP. This would create a handgun cartridge that combined the best of both platforms.

They did this by cutting a .30 Remington case down and loading it with .40 caliber bullets from the .38-40 Winchester. they not only achieved that objective but exceeded it by a healthy margin. The original 10mm Auto load shot a 200 grain projectile at 1,200 feet per second for 640 ft-lbs of muzzle energy, which was a significant step up in performance compared to the 9mm Luger and the .45 ACP. The new round nearly doubled the energy of the 9mm Parabellum and off the shelf .45 ACP ammunition.

Dornaus & Dixon Enterprises worked in parallel with Jeff Cooper and the rest of the 10mm Auto team to build a handgun designed specifically to shoot the new cartridge: the Bren Ten pistol. Similar in appearance to the CZ-75, Sonny Crockett in the television show Miami Vice helped make the Bren Ten famous. For this reason, demand for the pistol and the cartridge exploded in the mid-1980s. Unfortunately, the Bren Ten was rushed into production and the pistol’s reputation suffered due to early issues with reliability, quality control, and a shortage of magazines. The company was never quite able to regain its footing after those initial missteps and declared bankruptcy in 1986 after only making 1500 of the pistols. Shortly after the passing of the Bren Ten, Colt rolled out a Model 1911 modified to use the cartridge that they named the Delta Elite. 

Then came a fateful day in US law enforcement. The 10mm Auto piqued the interest of the FBI during their search for a more powerful service round in the aftermath of the disastrous 1986 shootout with two bank robbers in Miami.

The FBI liked the 10mm and originally wanted to switch to that platform, but the fact that they had a lot of limp wristed agents who were recoil sensitive, they wanted something with less recoil. The FBI test report on the cartridge was apparently labeled:

CAUTION: Velocities, pressures and recoil are extreme, vary greatly, and damage weapons with extended use. Control for multiple shots extremely difficult.

They downloaded the 10mm to reduce power by about 30% and issued a request for handgun makers to bid on a new cartridge/handgun combination for FBI use. This loading became known as the “10mm FBI load.” This load was several hundred feet per second slower than the original 10mm Auto, but the FBI was still satisfied with its penetration and terminal performance.  The winner of this competition would get a lucrative contract to supply most of US law enforcement.

Enter Smith and Wesson. They developed a cartridge that was shorter than the 10mm and met the FBI standard, and the .40 S&W was born. Derisively, it is said that S&W in this case stands for “Short and Weak.” Many of the advantages of the powerful 10mm cartridge disappeared with this downloaded cartridge. Instead of getting all of the combined advantages of the 9mm and .45ACP, you got none of them. That’s why the .40S&W has largely fallen out of favor- there is no advantage of having it.

To be completely honest, I own several .40S&W pistols, but I can’t remember the last time I carried or even shot one of them. Less capacity and slower bullets than a 9mm, lighter bullets than a .45ACP. What’s nice is that I can swap a barrel and change my S&W40 to .357Sig or 9mm.

I don’t want to simply buy 10mm ammo that is loaded to 40 caliber specs. If I wanted to do that, I would just carry one of my 40 calibers. I was looking for an ammo manufacturer that was loading ammo that really took advantage of the 10mm cartridge. After some searching, I like Underwood ammo as well as Fenix ammunition. Both of them are loading to the full 10mm capabilities. Buffalo Bore does as well, but their bullets are overpenetrating and seem better for large animals than for self defense.

Fenix makes one self defense loading for 10mm, and that is a 180 grain JHP moving along at 1250 feet per second, giving us a muzzle energy of 624 foot pounds. They are currently out of stock, so let’s look at our next contestant.

Underwood has quite a few loadings for 10mm. I selected the Tools & Targets YouTube channel because the guy clearly loves his 10mm and does a decent job in testing the bullets he looks at. The loadings that I am most interested in:

200 grain XTP moving along at 1250 feet per second with 694 ft/lb of energy. This round got 1100 fps out of that 4.6 inch barrel, delivering 537 ft/lb. The bullet penetrated 24 inches. That velocity isn’t great, but it’s the overpenetration that concerns me. Any energy that the bullet has when it leaves the backside of your target is wasted energy.

180 grain XTP at 1300 feet per second and 676 ft/lb. This channel saw the ammo come in right at 1242 fps for 616 ft/lb from a 4.6 inch barrel. He got a full 16 inches of penetration with the bullets retaining 150-179 grains of their mass, even though they expanded to more than .640 inches in diameter. Impressive performance.

155 grain XTP at 1500 feet per second and 775 ft/lb. The guy in this video found that it hit 1500 fps from a 4.6 inch barrel, just like the box claimed. That means it was right about 800 foot pounds of energy. The bullet gave 12.5″ to 13″ of penetration, with or without the clothing barrier.

135 grain JHP at 1600 feet per second and 768 ft/lb. The guy here got an average of about 1450 feet per second out of a 4.6 inch barrel. The wound cavity looks great, but it is only penetrating to 12.25″ and I just don’t see me wanting to use this one. I think the combination of slower than advertised speed along with the Nosler hollow point means suboptimal performance.

Overall, it looks like I will be selecting the Underwood 180 grain XTP for our initial reliability testing. I will order some, and once the reflex sight comes in, we will take a couple of hundred rounds to the range and see how it works. At $1.25 a round, it is actually cheaper than Gold Dots ($1.75) or Hornady Critical Duty ammo ($1.50). I just ordered 500 rounds for testing. If that round doesn’t work out, I will try the 155gr loading.

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Solar Report

It’s been a bit since I updated the news on our Solar system. December went well. We generated 1121 kWh, and consumed 912 kWh, meaning that we sent an excess of 204 kWh back to the grid for credit. Our lowest power generated was December 6, with 12.6 kWh. Our best day was 54.1 kWh on December 2. That makes December the month where we generated the least amount of power of any month so far. Not surprising, since December has less daylight than any other month.

Temperatures for December were mild, so we spent most days with the windows open and the HVAC turned off, so we didn’t use a lot of power, which contributed to an excess. At the end of December, we had a total credit of 1121 kWh in case we ever use more than we generate, and it turns out that we needed it for January.

January was rough. There was a lot more cloudy days than there have been, and this month had the lowest average temperatures for any month in more than a decade. All of this contributed to our shortfall. There was a stretch of days from the 13th to the 23rd where 6 of those 10 days saw us generate less than 10kWh each day. We generated 1190 kWh for the month, still more than December, but we used 1238 kWh. Our highest use day was January 22 at 63 kWh. That was the day that the big snowstorm hit the state, and our temperatures dropped below freezing here, although it didn’t snow.

According to my weather station, the average temperature was only 54 degrees for the month. Since we maintain an average inside temperature of 70 degrees during the winter (68 at night, 72 during the day), the HVAC was warming the house against a 16 degree gradient.

Our bill didn’t change, thanks to our banked power that we have sold to the grid.

One small problem with our system has required a call to our installer, who put in a work ticket to Tesla. Our control system has been exercising the batteries by running them down to zero. It’s supposed to do that every 90 days, but it’s been doing it every 20 days. We are waiting for more word on why it is doing that.

Solar Update

I haven’t done a solar update since September. Our system for November generated 1378 kWh. We used 817 kWh and sent a total of 516 kWh back to the grid. Total for the system since August: we have sent 849 kWh more power back to the grid than we have used, with most of that being in November because of a combination of two things:

  • We are making an average of 46 kWh per day because it’s been pretty sunny. There were only a couple of days where it was cloudy for the month, and we don’t get thunderstorms every afternoon like we do in the summer
  • we just aren’t using much power now that the weather is cool enough for the air conditioning to not be running.

For 15 days in November, we generated more than 50 kWh, despite the fact that hours of daylight are getting shorter.

We only used power than we consumed for 5 days in November. The worst of these was a 48 hour period (November 6-7) where we used 18 kWh more than we generated. During those two days, we generated 20 and 25 kWh, but used 32 and 31 kWh.

So far, it appears as though the solar power system that we installed is working as well as I had hoped. Things do get a bit tight in the heat of the summer, as air conditioning uses so much power that, if the grid were to go down for an extended time, we might not have enough power to run everything without making some conservation moves when it’s a bit cloudy or if it’s unusually hot. Perhaps by turning off the water heater or by not doing laundry on days when it is cloudy or unusually hot.

The problem isn’t generation capacity- it appears to be storage. If I add even one more Powerwall to the system, this will correct the issue.

So for us, twenty four PV panels of 420 watts each gives us more than enough generation capacity. We currently have 27 kWh of Powerwall storage capacity, and could really use about 8 or 10 more, which would mean true independence and the capability of being off grin indefinitely.

Incident Debrief

Milton was a pretty smooth incident here in Sector Ocho, at least as far as disasters can go. I post this in the hope that others can learn from my trials and tribulations, as well as using this as a means of remembering what I need to do next time. Each disaster only helps us to improve for the next one.

The power went out late Wednesday night. We were without power until Saturday afternoon.

Some key things we learned from the incident:

Records, Food and Water, Medical:

Records, Food and Water, and Medical saw no issues, and they will not be addressed here.

Energy:

The solar system worked great. I overreacted a bit on shutting down the water heater because it was cloudy the day after the storm. I needn’t have bothered- our Powerwalls never went below 64% on Thursday, and it was sunny on Friday and Saturday, so the batteries fully recharged to 100% on those days.

It was suggested that we add a connection to the system for connecting a generator, but that would again make us dependent upon a fuel supply. I don’t want to do that because the scarcity of fuel is one of the reasons why I went with solar in the first place.

I am going to replace the water heater with a heat pump water heater. That will reduce our power requirements by 10 KWh per day, which is almost the same as adding another Powerwall, but at a fraction of the cost. (They hold 13.5 KWh each, with about 13 of that being useable).

Even though the Powerwalls kick in less than half a second after the lights go out, the loss of electricity is long enough to cause the modem to reboot. That meant a loss of Internet for about 30 seconds. More an annoyance than a problem, but still one I will address. I am going to put the modem on a UPS, but need to get one that is physically small enough to fit inside of the QI panel.

Shelter:

We sat in the living room during the storm and watched as the sliding glass doors bowed into the house with the wind. I was sure that they would break under the strain. For that reason, I made the declaration that we had to wear hard soled shoes and locked the cats in the safe room, just in case we suddenly had broken glass to deal with. I am going to do some research on some fabric hurricane shields like these. I figure it will cost $3,000 or so to get all of the windows done. They look easier to store and put up than things like plywood or even plastic shutters. Some research is definitely needed.

Security:

I also learned that the people in the area were kind, and all pitched in to help each other- we formed a working party and moved from house to house, cutting up fallen trees and stacking the wood. One of them, as it turns out, is even a prepper. Living in a small town is amazing.

At one point, I was in a swampy area, helping recover things that had blown out into the swamp. One of the guys with me said “Watch out, there are snakes and alligators out there.” I replied by lifting my shirt to show him my M&P45. He said, “Cool,” and that was it. Having electric power meant that the neighbors asked me to allow them to charge their cell phones, and the fact that I had a chainsaw and a pot of coffee ready for offering a cuppa made me the most popular guy on the street.

About 14 hours after the power went out, we lost Internet. I’m guessing that they had the system on a UPS whose batteries finally went dead. Trying to use our contingency of using cell phones as hotspots didn’t work- there were so many people trying to do the same thing that they were effectively non functional. To address this, I think I am going to get a Starlink and just not subscribe to it until I need to use it. We had power, and it was nice to make coffee and all, but no TV or Internet is something that needs to be taken care of.

Miscellaneous:

One funny thing happened during one of my outside patrols. I put on a rain slicker and walked the outside of the house every couple of hours as the winds would allow. When I went out at around 3 am, a squirrel that had taken refuge on my back porch but was unseen by me decided to jump down and land on my head. I almost shit myself. My wife thought that it was hilarious.

Conclusion:

Things went about as smoothly as they could have. I felt comfortable leaving my wife home alone on Friday and Saturday, so that I could go to work at the hospital. Good neighbors, secure, sturdy house, and lots of supplies made that an easy choice.

That concludes the preparedness for Hurricane Milton. Now I get to put the house back in order. The good news here is that the summer heat is usually broken by a late season hurricane, and this year is no exception. It is now in the 60s here at Sector Ocho, and it feels wonderful.

There will be another post detailing how the emergency room did, and that will come later.

Preparations for Hurricane

I am under a hurricane warning, with winds of up to 110 miles per hour and nearly a foot of rain being expected in my area. We are now less than 24 hours to the expected arrival of tropical storm force winds. As soon as winds are above 45 miles per hour, emergency services stops responding and we are on our own until the storm has passed. So let’s review my hurricane checklist:

Records

Downloaded all vital records to my NAS. If for some reason your possessions are destroyed, the one thing that is most difficult to replace is data. Make sure that there are scans and backup copies of personal data: your driver’s license, professional licenses, birth certificates, bank information, etc. Then create a HYST file and download the contents of that HYST file to several thumb drives. One goes in the safe, one in the BOV.

Energy

Solar and Powerwalls take care of most of that. Powerwalls are charged to 100% automatically when bad weather approaches. I also charged up all of my rechargeable flashlights, lanterns, and other battery operated stuff. I also have 5 full Bar B Cue bombs that are full and ready for cooking on a portable propane stove. I also have propane lanterns and a grill.

Security

Let’s just say that we are OK there on weapons and leave it at that. I also picked up all of the outside stuff that can blow around, and secured them in the garage. Tested all communications, and updated the comms plan for the radio in the BOV. It’s a Yaesu 400XDR and is programmed with your frequencies by inserting a micro SD card. Done.

Shelter

The house, of course. For backup, we have a tent, and our closest BOL is the in-laws’ house an hour away.

Food and Water

We have an ample supply of both. We even have a good supply of Hurricane snacks, as is traditional in Florida.

Medical

We have our medical supplies laid in. That includes emergency medications, prescription medications, and plenty of first aid supplies.

Recon

Lastly, I did a drone flight around the area and got plenty of pictures for use later to survey damage.

So now I relax for a bit and get some rest for what promises to be a long day tomorrow.

Hurricane Preps

I really never have much to do for hurricanes, as most of my preps are done already. All I do is:

  • make sure that my truck is full of gas,
  • I fill a couple of gas cans because sometimes fuel is hard to find, and we need to get to work
  • put the outdoor furniture in the garage
  • Pack a bag in case I get called in to work.

That’s pretty much it, and I did that yesterday. I you wait until warnings and watches get issued, you wind up getting stuck with the crowds. I am spending the morning helping people in the area get ready. I went out with a few people and filled dozens of sandbags so people in the area who live in low lying homes can keep water out of their garages. I also helped clear out some vegetation from people’s drainage swales. In some cases, the homeowner helped, but in a couple of cases the people who lived there were old and infirm.

If we are going to make it, we need to unite with our neighbors. Doing it now ensures that you have goodwill in the area. It also lets you learn who is a “good” person and who isn’t.

It’s been raining for several days, so the ground is saturated. That is going to mean the rain/flood threat is high.

September Solar Update

As the hurricane passed by, we lost power for a little bit and thanks to the powerwalls, we weren’t even aware that it went out for a few minutes. The lights flickered, and we lost Internet. The Internet came back up within 30 seconds or so. I think it was the small blip of the batteries taking over that caused the router to reboot. I have to see about a small UPS that will fit in the QI panel. When the power went out, the app told me that we had a total of 15 hours of backup power available, and that was without taking steps to reduce consumption. I am doing research to see how to extend that time.

It does create a bit of a security concern, being one of the minority of houses with power while everyone else is without. We aren’t the only ones, though. A quarter of the houses within a half mile of the house have solar, but not all of them have battery backups, which means that they paid about half as much as we did for their systems, but they don’t work when the grid is down.

The month for power was good: we generated 1352 kWh and used 1272 kWh. That means we exported 80 kWh more power to the grid than we used, and that will be banked as a credit on our power bill for the next year.

Average power generated was 43.6 kWh per day, with a high of 58.0 kWh and a low of 18.3 kWh in any given day. Our power bill was the $30 minimum bill, plus the ever present taxes, for a total of $42. I view the entire bill as being a tax, since we are required by law to be hooked up to the grid, and the power company requires us to pay a minimum fee of $30. Without solar, our power bill would have been about $225.

Overall, I think it’s a good system and was a good buy. I have backup power and the system offsets my power bills.

Hurricanes

Those of you who may not live on the Gulf Coast, Georgia, or the Carolinas may not be familiar with the true power of a hurricane. Even on the east coast, if you live north of the outer banks of North Carolina, you may have lived through a hurricane, but still don’t know just how powerful they can get.

Hurricanes are categorized by their power on what is called the Saffir-Simpson scale. The lowest is a category one, with winds of 75 to 95 miles per hour, and the highest is a Category 5 with winds over 155 miles per hour. Each category roughly doubles the power of a hurricane, meaning that a Cat 5 hurricane is about 16 times as powerful as a Cat 1.

Threats

Hurricanes have four major ways of doing damage: wind, rain, tornados, and storm surge.

Although many people focus on the wind speed, the highest winds in a hurricane are usually within a few miles of the eyewall, and therefore don’t affect many people. Unless the eyewall, which is located with 10 miles or so of the center of the storm, passes over you, you won’t see the highest winds. Here in Florida, we have pretty stringent building codes and all homes have to be built to withstand 115 mile per hour winds. Because hurricanes weaken once the center comes ashore, and the highest winds are located near the center, the highest winds tend to be within 30 miles or so of the coast. We are pretty safe from high winds. What is dangerous about wind is that it blows debris around, and it blows for hours. Sometimes up to 12 hours nonstop.

When wind blows over the ocean for long distances, it pushes water in front of it. When that pushed water encounters land, it builds up into what is called storm surge. The tides and waves build on top of this, so a 5 foot storm surge combined with a 3 foot tide and 10 foot waves means that homes will flood miles inland with up to 18 feet of water. Luckily, we are dozens of miles inland and about 100 feet above sea level, so storm surge isn’t an issue.

Hurricanes also spawn tornados. Not much you can do about those, but they don’t affect a lot of people, comparatively.

The largest threat from a Hurricane is rain. Here in Florida, we are surrounded by swamp and we are used to torrential rain. Still, 18 to 20 inches of rain is no laughing matter. When we built our house, we picked a spot that was ten feet above the nearest wetlands. We are not in a flood prone area, and I doubt we will have problems.

Let’s compare categories to see what they do:

Category One Storm

So-called Superstorm Sandy hit New Jersey as a Category One hurricane, with 80 mile per hour winds, a 6 foot storm surge, and 12 inches of rain. People from that region still talk about this storm as if they now know what a hurricane does. Piffle. The gulf coast residents don’t even close schools for a Cat 1.

Category Two Storm

The strongest storm to hit Virginia in the past few decades was Isabel in 2021, and even then it made landfall in North Carolina as a Category 2 storm. During Isabel, Hampton roads got winds of 70 to 80 miles per hour, about 15 inches of rain, and a storm surge of about 8 feet.

The storm surge and rising waters flooded the Midtown Tunnel between Norfolk and Portsmouth with 44 million gallons of water. Workers trying to secure the floodgates on the Norfolk side barely escaped. The resulting damage closed the tunnel for nearly a month. This is more an indication that people in the area just don’t know how to prepare for a hurricane than it is the power of this storm, as the floodgates should have already been closed.

Category Three Storm

Go up just one category to a Cat3 Hurricane. This is the beginning of what they call “major hurricane.” For an example, take a look at 2023’s Hurricane Idalia, which hit Keaton Beach in the big bend area of Florida with 115 mile per hour winds, a 9 foot storm surge, and 20 inches of rain. Another great example of a Category Three was Hurricane Katrina in 2005.

One of my photos from Hurricane Katrina

Category Four Storm

Up one more category to Cat 4, and you see Hurricane Ian in 2022, which hit Fort Meyers Beach with 150 mile per hour winds, a 13 foot storm surge, and pelted the Florida peninsula with up to 26 inches of rain.

Aftermath of Ian in Florida

Category Five Storm

Luckily, the US doesn’t see this strong of a storm very often. Only four Cat 5 hurricanes are recorded to have ever hit the US- Michael hitting Florida in 2018, Andrew hitting Florida in 1992, Camille hitting shore in 1969 almost exactly where Katrina would in 2005, and the 1935 unnamed Labor Day Hurricane that struck the Florida Keys. Note that three of the four strongest storms recorded to have hit the US all hit Florida. I actually have lived through three of them- all but the 1935 storm.

Andrew hit Florida with 165 mile per hour winds, a 17 foot storm surge, but was a relatively “dry” hurricane with only about 7 inches of rain. Contrast that with Hurricane Michael, which dropped 13 inches of rain on the Florida panhandle. Still, it seems that Cat 5 hurricanes are so intense that they don’t drop a lot of rain.

Hurricane Preps

One of the things about working in emergency services is that you have to prepare for storms before everyone else, because you will be at work as the storm approaches. As of this morning, we here at Sector Ocho are under a Tropical storm watch. In this area, we likely won’t get much in the way of wind, but there is going to be large amounts of rain to deal with. It will likely rain for two or three days. With that in mind:

We began the 72 hour checklist at 5 pm this afternoon.

  • All outdoor furniture inside. In fact, I need to get everything that high winds will blow around easily into the garage. “It isn’t THAT the wind is blowing, it is WHAT the wind is blowing”
  • 5 gal Water cans retrieved and filled.
  • My Powerwalls this morning informed me that, due to approaching bad weather and the possibility of power loss, they are charging to 100% and will remain there until the storm passes. Electric power is handled.
  • I need to cut the grass this morning. Lots of rain will both make it impossible to mow a wet yard, but will also make the grass grow like there is no tomorrow.
  • I have two Bar-B-Que bombs (propane tanks) that need filling. Both cars already have fuel.

That will be it until tomorrow, when I will carry out the 24 hour checklist.

  • Stock up on Poptarts and chips for snacking
  • Prepare to buy Publix Subs (We like to have food for the storm that doesn’t need electricity or other heat for preparation and is easy and quick to eat, even in the dark.) Even though we will have power, it’s now a tradition.

Anyhow, lots to do today.

Internet Badassery

One of the things that is so tiring about blogging and social media is the amount of chest thumping from Internet badasses. You know what I mean- those who post things about “I would shoot that cop” or about how they would kill anyone who shoots their dog.

The endless claims about wanting to start CW2, or on how you are going to start shooting people, or other forms of statements about all of the shit they are going to do just get tiring sometimes.

Let’s face it- you aren’t going to do shit. You aren’t going to tilt your lance at a windmill, only to die needlessly charging up that hill, only to find out that your efforts and sacrifices aren’t going to matter. Even if your own little personal war du jour does begin, how do you define a win? Even if you “win,” what is your plan for what you are going to do next? It’s just childish, foolish bravado.

Instead, start deciding how you are going to survive, how you are going to keep your loved ones safe, and what you are going to do AFTER everything goes to shit.